A rumination on being male, and my gender's propensity to fuck up. And it goes pretty well cycling around G, C and D if you're musically inclined.
Hey what can I say, but that life has a way
Of setting you back on your haunches.
All the things that you do, they come back to haunt you,
The womanising and the drink and long lunches.
If its Karma or Fate, you can’t shut the gate.
Things happen and the horse it has bolted.
You’re searching for gold, but the trail has gone cold.
You bought the mine and now you find it’s been salted.
Somewhere someone’s laughed as they gave you the shaft.
Life is full of coyotes and vultures.
You know in your mind that you have to make time
To move on and explore other cultures.
To whit, there’s a place that I’ve seen that is mildly obscene.
Where they’ll dance on your lap for a twenty.
I should know I’ve been there - met a girl with red hair.
I gave her fifty and she gave me, well, plenty.
I can’t help it, I’m male, so I’m set up to fail.
I’m so shallow and so easily led.
I want a girl with a brain who’s not hard to maintain,
It would help if she’s real good in bed.
But the further I fall, the more I feel small.
Small like the part of an atom.
Like an electron spins round, searching for ground.
A dervish and a loon and a madman.
But it’s real hard to know what to keep and let go.
That’s the trick about making decisions.
Pick right and it’s luck, you pick left and you’re stuck
The trick is doing it all with precision.
Yeah the further I fall, the more I feel small.
Just a speck in a massive dark system.
Spinning at speed around a black hole of need.
I search for answers but I fear I have missed them.
Spinning at speed ‘round a black hole of need.
I search for answers but I fear I have missed them.
© Copyright David Burne, May 2009, Control.